Egotism and Low Self-Esteem

Often when I write, I wake with a topic on my mind.  Almost always it is inspired by a recent observation or conversation.

Merriam-Webster: Egotism serves as the organized conscious mediator between the person and reality, especially by functioning both in the perception of, and adaption of, reality.

This definition may seem wordy and complex.  Let’s not let this frighten us.

Egotism is a mediator.  A mediator is a referee in discussion.  It operates on perception.  Perception is a perceived notion or understanding.  It is not necessarily fundamental truth or driven by sober thought.  It also adapts reality.

Self-esteem, whether overly high or low, is driven by the same “impressions” as egotism.  When we allow ourselves to be boosted by a “rush” and misinterpret a compliment or accolade, we are susceptible for a tumble.  Where is the tumble most likely to take us? On a low self-esteem trip. People with their different makeups can spend a lot of unnecessary time on either a “high” or a “low”.

We do well to use the filter of sobriety.  Luke 21:34 KJV:  “And take heed to yourselves, lest at any time your hearts be overcharged with surfeiting, and drunkenness, and cares of this life, and so that day come upon you unawares.”  (I love the King James version of the Bible!)  This verse refers to being watchful, that our heart is not overloaded with excess.  As a result, we miss the purpose of the day.

1 Peter 5:7 “Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour.”  When we take life in a truthful, sober way we can have joy.  Real joy.  We can be productive.  We can smile through our tears.  We can conquer feelings of being a victim.  We can look at negative things in our life, present or past.  We can trust a living God to use these negatives so we can have a more fulfilling life.  In all things, give thanks!

Ask anyone who has been a slave to alcohol if the road to sobriety came easy.  Then ask him if it was worth it. The same holds true for sobriety of heart. When we leave behind our feelings or misperceptions and follow God’s Word, we will have sobriety of heart. 

It’s worth it!  And it doesn’t come easy!